16.01.2010 11.45pm

today my health is slightly better especially the body pain. baby behaving quite well sticking to the grandpa and her small aunt. went over to her place this evening, after hearing my daughter-in-law woes i know my son is in the wrong. every wife is very sensitive with their husband behaviour especially hurting her feeling one after another. i thought my son married with a daughter should be able to think wisely but to no avail. i do not know wat exactly in his mind..i am quite suspicious he had spent his money lavishly to maybe other woman whom he feels can give him comfort but didnt know that all these woman only wan to enjoy themselves of course they will sympathise him for their benefit. if meimei decided to give up on him and bring baby with her to her hometown..u know how sad to hear that especially she is under our care and getting more adorable each day just imagine how am i going to take it if this incident is going to happen..i have been spending sleepless night thinking of audrey and her husband... having a son-in-law like having an ornament place in the house have to be hand carried everytime...as for arlene i dont understand she likes to spend so much time outside i am worried she will worn out and her health wont be so good..everytime advise her she just feel that i am a nag. i am worried for her because she has to put effort in her studies and i know it is quite stressful at times.. that's why i always tell her to have more rest not to stay out late or sleep very late. i need to sign off..