20.01.2010 10.30pm

today accompany hubby to ttsh to check on his ears and doctor siow decided to insert a tube into his ear to allow the liquid to flow out from the inner ear. everything seems fine before he goes in for the insertion opt when done the nurse told me he is giddy an ask him to rest awhile. after making payment and collecting the medicine and came straight home, h4 his bath suddenly he vomitted very bad for 2 times and i gave him warm water and i know he is very uncomfortable and b4 he sleep he took the medicine and when he was about to sleep again he vomitted and i quickly call up to the doctor he say this is nothing serious about and let him have plenty of rest to see the outcome and when he wakes up he decided to go and drive his taxi because he cant afford to give cash for the fare.
as for myself yesterday, 19.01.10, went to c chinese physician for my hip and at least today feeling better but have this difficulty in breathing went to c 24hr clinic to c doctor n doc suspect tat i m hvg asthma but i believe i m putting on weight tat making pressure to my lungs tat make me having difficulty in breathing..anyway they gave me the medication so just take lah.
feeling disappointed in life; at this age still have to worry abt the son, the daughter (married) and daughter (schooling). thinking that hubby have to work very hard to support this household is very tough and i know it is very difficult for him to relax. he try his very best to support the youngest daughter to finish her studies and those were the days if he had cash always give alot of priorities to her but i dunno whether does she appreciate her father effort put on her. i hope she must bear in mind that the father hard earned money spent on her will be put on good use in the future.
on the other hand when i c issac father bought her a camera u can c happy she is and this make her to spend more time with him and his family,her mother dun feel good most of the time and some time need assistance but no where to find her and her worried father every night have to call up and ask whether she is home or not. he knows the daughter dun listen much to us as we dun request so much from her but she must spare us a thought that we are still financing her educations and pocket money it may not be much but she must be appreciative. her friend dun finance her education or give her daily pocket money.. no matter how still the father try to give her as much. sometimes hurt me deeply as she distest to come home early and by answering back to me why shd she comes home early as long as she comes back will be good enuf..honestly this is not the type of daughter that i have. i know she wan to spend more time with her friends i cant stopped it but at time she have to think abt me and her father.
for the time being of my woes...