today my health is fine. tomorrow nite will follow up with the chinese physician check up. bb same quite mischievious and yet adorable. this evening hubby told me he lost $50 from his trouser pocket. curious how come the $ is missing from his pocket. all these years with him never ever touch even his wallet. as for ting always take from his day earnings and then i will keep in the balance. really keeping me in suspense for so many years no money misplaced now missing from his pocket.
actually i regretted so how for looking after bb if only i can carry on working somewhere else financial in the family wont be so bad always depending on him to bring in the money. at first think my son at least can pay me abt 300 to 400 a month but never know he spent all his money and now instead have to help him indirectly..if my children is caring enuf to help me some monetary every monthly then things wont be so difficult..at time have to help my daughter and the lazy son-in-law. just imagine how my heart really aches. as for ting as if like money is not enuf for her spending..every day to school is 20 a day for 5 days will be 100 and for a month will be 400 plus ezlink 100 plus misc 50, these are just the est cost. every month she will be spending, sometimes she feels that we are not giving her enuf. i really dunno wat to do, i m really at a lost. thinking as she grows older she will become more wise in spending and in life. i think i am too naive to think that they can think like wat we r when we were young. the older kids have no brain to think than wat do i expect from her.
my heart deep inside is very very sad. now ting will spend time with isaac whenever she have time but to this empty house is always a gap. she at times so rude to me and i have to tolerate and my heart really bleeds (how sad to be a mother of 3 kids and wife of a husband.
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