28th Des 2009

feeling very down and disappointed after the incident on 27/12/09 how my youngest sis just snatch away the documents from my hand just imagine she is treating me like an alien in the family. this morning spoken to my mother and i m feeling very much better at least she understand my standing in the family. only thing i do not understand is why my own sister always like to condemn me which i didnt do them any harm as i was married at a very yound age where some of my sisters are still young. i think that is the reason why we are not closed to each other..anyway the most important in the family is still my mother i still feel that she is a great mother even though she is biased abt during my younger days but i dont bear any hard feelings towards her just to be filial as long as she is alive, she brought me to this world where i can have my family, my children, and also a granddaughter. i m quite contented with my life.
my greatest worry in my family is the youngest girl. she really at times given me alot of heart attack and also some disappointment. as a mother to her i have no other choice just to tolerate and guide her along, my major worry is she may affect her school work gradually with all the mixing around with companies which we do not know whether they are guiding her or leading her astray as she had been absent many times or should i say play truant from school. i just hope that with my nagging and concern will make her realise that we always love her and treasure..that's all for today.